Solitude

The kids have been in their new preschool two weeks now. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the chance to have a break. The past two weeks have been getting the job nailed down and creating the daycare schedule.Check Check. Because of the daycare I've had a lot of time to do errands by myself. During those times the woman inside of me pushes mom me out of the way and asks "how are you doing?".

I don't know how I'm doing. I haven't had a chance to process what just happened. I'm divorced. It was finalized on the seventh. The man that was supposed to be my forever is now not even a close friend.

I've been able to go to my divorce care classes and its reminding me of how much healing I still have ahead of me. Now that that we have a predictable weekly schedule I'm looking forward to getting into my heart and figuring out how the hell this happened and where do I go from here.